Two months, then, sorry! I've been heavily preoccupied. ...I understand his loss is a bit much, and at the time of writing the app I didn't really understand the loss portion a hundred percent and was trying to differentiate mine from the other Dean's that have apped (otherwise I would've made his loss the impala or the memory of Cassie, or Lisa and Ben.) I'm in agreement wtih you that hunting and his childhood really shape the way he is, and who he is, but the loss isn't really something I can do anything about unless the mods will speak with me and allow me to change it to one of the listed above. If that's the case I'd be willing to retcon so that I could play Dean as something other than this blank slate. I don't enjoy it either.