OKAY. so, i won’t lie, i have been super uncomfortable with myself in RP right now. i’m not even sure where to start. i took such a long hiatus and now find myself kind of lost getting back into the game. i’ve also been getting sick on and off lately. my drive for tagging is up and down, and i don’t feel i have a grasp on anyone’s voices anymore. i feel the most confident in akihiko but i do have a billion questions to pose soooo...!
akihiko: how has he been since he came back to life? i had him killed because i wanted to play around with death in paradisa and bring to light the more serious nature of it. so far, he hasn’t come to admit anything but it’s something i’m working on and hopefully will do right! but is he too angry, angsty... neither of those? am i over playing this? i don’t want him to just forget about the fact he died and went through two weeks of being stuck in freaky darkness. ALSO! aha, is his relationship with claire moving too fast? i’ve never played out a cross-fandom relationship OH GOD SEND HELP.
kate: at a loss with her. with her book being delayed AGAIN, my muse sort of plummeted. need to work on tagging out with her more though she’s currently taking a break from the castle. she’ll be back in a week, i promise. i’ll be doing another canon review for her, hopefully to keep myself going because i really do love this character.
karen: needs to tag out DIRELY. i apologize for the major fail on her part.
uru: oh boy. my longest and favourite muse and i haven’t a clue what to do with her anymore. coming up with posts is hard for her and as you can see by my really slow tags with her, her voice is fading. doing a canon review for her too because i would hate to drop her. i love her CR, i love her interactions and her growth in paradisa. she’s really... sad lately, it’s not right. i’ve already made some plans with people so she can blow off steam but i’m worried she’s done with. she’s just kind of THERE and at the same time, i’m so sick of how dramatic she’s been. i really need help with her, this isn’t the same girl anymore. i wanted her to mature and still maintain her optimism and happiness but i royally fucked up. D8 she also hasn’t been my main focus lately, so i haven’t been trying to fix the issues properly.
derp. TL;DR. :( i’m trying to crawl out of this lame rut. you guys know how this goes, crit, concerns, plotting ideas all go here. thank you in advance!
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OKAY. so, i won’t lie, i have been super uncomfortable with myself in RP right now. i’m not even sure where to start. i took such a long hiatus and now find myself kind of lost getting back into the game. i’ve also been getting sick on and off lately. my drive for tagging is up and down, and i don’t feel i have a grasp on anyone’s voices anymore. i feel the most confident in akihiko but i do have a billion questions to pose soooo...!
akihiko: how has he been since he came back to life? i had him killed because i wanted to play around with death in paradisa and bring to light the more serious nature of it. so far, he hasn’t come to admit anything but it’s something i’m working on and hopefully will do right! but is he too angry, angsty... neither of those? am i over playing this? i don’t want him to just forget about the fact he died and went through two weeks of being stuck in freaky darkness. ALSO! aha, is his relationship with claire moving too fast? i’ve never played out a cross-fandom relationship OH GOD SEND HELP.
kate: at a loss with her. with her book being delayed AGAIN, my muse sort of plummeted. need to work on tagging out with her more though she’s currently taking a break from the castle. she’ll be back in a week, i promise. i’ll be doing another canon review for her, hopefully to keep myself going because i really do love this character.
karen: needs to tag out DIRELY. i apologize for the major fail on her part.
uru: oh boy. my longest and favourite muse and i haven’t a clue what to do with her anymore. coming up with posts is hard for her and as you can see by my really slow tags with her, her voice is fading. doing a canon review for her too because i would hate to drop her. i love her CR, i love her interactions and her growth in paradisa. she’s really... sad lately, it’s not right. i’ve already made some plans with people so she can blow off steam but i’m worried she’s done with. she’s just kind of THERE and at the same time, i’m so sick of how dramatic she’s been. i really need help with her, this isn’t the same girl anymore. i wanted her to mature and still maintain her optimism and happiness but i royally fucked up. D8 she also hasn’t been my main focus lately, so i haven’t been trying to fix the issues properly.
derp. TL;DR. :( i’m trying to crawl out of this lame rut. you guys know how this goes, crit, concerns, plotting ideas all go here. thank you in advance!