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when it rains, it pours
Okay, guys. I feel like all I do is apologize lately for my crappy activity, and I really mean it. I do. Last time I posted here, at the beginning of the month, I said I was really going to try and get back into the swing of things, and I really was going to. But then followed what has pretty much been the worst month of my life. I've got financial stresses, work stress, illness in the family, other major family woes, had a massive wangsty drama-filled fallout with a friend, and had another friend pass away unexpectedly. I'm really glad this is the last day of the month because hopefully it means nothing else will happen; I'm basically one more bad thing happening away from having a total and complete nervous breakdown.
But. I know all of this has been affecting my activity, and that my activity was slumping badly before that. I've been giving some thought to leaving the game because it isn't fair to my CR and to everyone else here. While I really don't want to do that, I also don't want to hold on just out of nostalgia or whatever. So, this is me giving myself a last chance I guess. If I can't buck up and give the game the attention it deserves this time around, I'll give serious though to throwing in the towel.
Just thought I'd let everyone know. :/
But. I know all of this has been affecting my activity, and that my activity was slumping badly before that. I've been giving some thought to leaving the game because it isn't fair to my CR and to everyone else here. While I really don't want to do that, I also don't want to hold on just out of nostalgia or whatever. So, this is me giving myself a last chance I guess. If I can't buck up and give the game the attention it deserves this time around, I'll give serious though to throwing in the towel.
Just thought I'd let everyone know. :/
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Take care of yourself, okay? Hopefully you'll be able to hang in and stick around ... but if you can't, it won't be for lack of trying. <3
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I hope things turn around for you soon. <3