a wild Rory appears

[nurse-boy.livejournal.com]

Okay, so. I know a while back I posted here apologizing for my extreme flakiness and promising to try and get back into the groove, or I would give serious thought to dropping dis boy here (Rory). I really didn't want to, and lose all the CR I've built up over the past year and a half, but sometimes you have to let things go...

BUT TODAY IS NOT THAT DAY. Basically no1curr story short, through finally finding a med dosage that works for me and visits to ~le psychologist, I'm feeling the best I've felt in years, since before I got seriously ill and nearly died in the hospital (some older folks here might remember that). I've gotten a lot better I think at backtagging on pre-existing posts of mine, but now I'm finally feeling ready to jump back into the game at large and stay up-to-date on game happenings. Maybe the Paris plot is the nudge I needed to find my excitement for Paradisa again. :)

Anyway, Reader's Digest version: I think I'm finally back and I actually mean it this time.

(And happy holidays, everyone! ♥)

Comments

[flailingfelt.livejournal.com]

AWWWW HON. /hugs I do remember the nearly dying thing, and I also remember having been extremely worried about it, SO.

I am glad you're feeling wonderful - and what fantastic timing, too. Christmas and plots and lovely time of the year, and all. I can't remember if I linked you to it, but Ray's got a filter to Rory up here (http://paradisa.livejournal.com/13894057.html).

Also, THANK YOU SO MUCH for that lovely comment on the love meme, hon. I am quite possibly killing several birds with one stone, here, but really, it's nicer on both our inboxes. ;) It means a lot to me what you said - especially since at the time, I felt that Five's shoes were pretty freaking big to fill: he was only my 3rd character and I was nervous as heck about it.

All the love, forever. :)

[nurse-boy.livejournal.com]

Aaklsdjladfljaf /bawls all over this comment

Thank you! SO much. I don't mind you killing all the birds with one stone, it's better that way. :) And it IS good timing, isn't it? It's really nice, especially after all the crap that went down in October (that month is officially fired). It's hard to explain but I just feel so much less crabby and irritable, and much more capable and able to handle things, and motivated to actually be productive. Which means it's probably how normal people are all the time, but I'd just forgotten what it felt like.

And I really did mean what I said! You guys have slightly different interpretations of the character, naturally, but both of you are so, so good and I felt very blessed to have such good Doctors to play against. Dropping Neville and Peri was a result of the general fuckitall mood I was in after I got out of the hospital, and I really do hope to bring one or both back one day. Especially Peri. :) I was going to bring her back for Paris but I think the call for apps went out when I was still stuck in Shit Land so I decided not to.

But I'll find a way to bring her back! I really do miss the CR I had with her and Five, and the day she hallucinated he was Six is one of the best threads I think I've ever done. ♥

[ectobabble.livejournal.com]

Brb, hugging you forever for all the warm fuzzies that just came into my email. Clearly, when I get home from work I need to hop on AIM so we can do all kinds of catching up. <3

[nurse-boy.livejournal.com]

*huggggs back*

We should! I can't remember if I'm in invis stealth mode at home or not but if I am I'll turn it off. Username remains the same! :D

[huffythedragon.livejournal.com]

I surely do remember that, and I'm SO glad to hear you're feeling better my dear, I was worried <333

[nurse-boy.livejournal.com]

Thanks hun, that means a lot. ♥ My more recent troubles aren't really related to my hospital visit (thank god), but it really is nice to feel so much better mentally. I hope it sticks.