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[staymyadamant.livejournal.com]

I'm dropping Lloyd Irving benotlifeless because it's stressful to play from his perspective and I found myself having difficulty in staying in his character thus personally, I don't enjoy playing him much and I don't have fun as him at all. Also, it's rather difficult playing one good hero and one anti-heroic villain at the same time.

I understand that I established some sort of plot with him. It's unfair of me to drop him early in the middle of it all without bothering to think up some sort of feasible resolution for the consequences like the words he said, the friendships he forged, or whatever he had done during his stay here, but I just can't do it. The next application opportunity will be open in a few days and I think it's best that my Lloyd was sent back to his original world, so that way the next player can freely think of up anything he might lost when he returned back to Paradisa. Maybe its easy for me to say that he was dissatisfied in what Paradisa gave him and he couldn't find what he truly desired on Paradisa because his desire is not his own, but what others perceive him to be. He just pretends to be what he is due to his lack of memories.

His journal is up for the next interested player, just comment here with your e-mail, and show proof that the mod accepted you as Lloyd and I'll send you the password.

I'm still playing Lord Kvar meticulousmind though, because I enjoy playing him.

Comments

[ryuuseisui.livejournal.com]

Aww, I'm sorry about that. I'm not really familiar with the character, but Lloyd was fun to see around. I'm glad you'll still be here, though. :D

[staymyadamant.livejournal.com]

Ah, thanks. I don't want to leave the RP entirely, but sometimes things just don't work out like handling too many characters, so I rather reach for moderation and compromise.